I don’t even know what other message I most want to convey in this post beside my current obsession with the show The Big Bang Theory and Jim Parsons. I started 2 watching the show 2 weeks ago and now am caught up to the latest episodes having watched most of the episode twice. I have also cyberstalked Jim, watched most of his interviews, read reviews about his Broadway works (A Normal Heart & Harvey), downloaded tons of photos. The show is obviously big (critical acclaims and awards and >15mil views for the last episode), and Jim has won both Emmy and Golden Globe. However, he is not a big celebrity, I mean not as big as blockbuster movie stars, thus making info and news about him so scarce, though surely enough to occupy my mind in the last couple days (I have been so sick. It looks like it snowed in my room (floor covered with used tissues, ew))
The Big Bang Theory is so great. So great. It got me at minute no.2 from the pilot. I believe it’s the less rapid but more intense version of television love at first sight. <3 This post will be heck long so I won’t ramble about TBBT, I should just know that it’s great and am still following it.
JIM PARSONSSSSSSSS, you are so amazing, and I want to get a hug from you (or creepily jump out behind you and hug you like a Teddy Bear) so badly!!!!
Ok, it’s good to let that out (even just on Tumblr). Growing up, I never had fandoms about any movie stars or singers or television figures. I was into comics and how to maintain my sanity dealing with my psychotic family. Long story short, I never idolized anyone or have the urge to meet anyone I hadn’t already known (seriously, what was wrong with me?) And it did puzzle me to see passion in adoration and admiration for someone one doesn’t know personally. Forget all of that, I understand them all now. I’m sure over the past 4 years, I have been through many phases of idolization and admiration with many people. So many and so intense as if I was making up for the lost time. I can recall all but recently I remember Avi Kaplan, Neil Patrick Harris, and now Jim. However, it is different this time. I don’t simply just admire and adore Jim, I strongly desire to actually meet him and befriend with him. Parsons is the first celebrity ever that I actually care about meeting and would not hesitate screaming out loud, jumping up and down, and sprinting toward him to give him a hug. This feeling comes naturally but when I think about it, I do have my reasons.
1. Sheldon. Who doesn’t love Sheldon and wants to sing Soft Kitty to him?
2. Talent. Look. Charm. … his work with Sheldon Cooper, his lips, eyes, smiles, brows, postures, Southern charm, ………….
3. Honestly, I agree with other people that Jim can come up as lackluster and soft-spoken, but that’s what I love most about him. I love Sheldon Cooper but I think I love Jim Parsons and actor even more. (I’m just talking fantasy here since I actually haven’t met the guy, but gosh, do I love him so much!!!!) It’s inevitable that I would compare Jim and Neil, both comedians on my beloved shows, both gays, both have the love for theater, … my Neil phase was also intense and long but it was surreal. I never thought of actually meeting Neil and rob a hug from him, but with Jim I do. I guess Neil intimidates me a bit, and Jim doesn’t. He appears to be more humbling, honest, sincere, straightforward, and more likely to sit down and talk to a fan. Jim’s relationship with Todd is cute and I absolutely adore the way he described it in his GLSEN speech, there couldn’t be a more simple but sweet and sincere way to describe love. I remember that I had much more to say about why Jim Parsons is my all time favorite but my head is not functioning right this instance since there’s only one hemisphere intact in there, I just sneezed the other one out, ouch. I rarely express my liking of a fictional character or public figure on the internet like this, well, I post photos and youtube videos once in a while with no captions to subtly tell my friends that if they want to get me posters or cds, they know what to do. I have not rambled about anyone until now.
here are images that make my heart skip many beats:
ok, I have many, but I love this one best.
I meant to say something else but I sneezed the other hemisphere out already. Bye Tumblr.